Several Facts About Me.

I dont know the reason why should I write this kind of post on my blog. Yeah, you know its not a necessary thing to do nor to make people know about me. I just feel like writing it because this blog belongs to me, and because I can. So here we go.

I'm  a girl. Absolutely. But at some point I doubt myself about that--its silly, yes it is. Its just I barely understand what the girls around me want. Does that make me sounds like a boy? Girls are really complicated. I've ever read that even a psychology couldnt understand what women want even after studied about it for a decade and he still couldnt figure out what they actually want. The thing is, women dont even know what they want, so how the others know what they want? Yeah, thats the girl thing. But even if I am a girl, I'm not that kind of girl anyway.

I dont trust humans. Simply because I dont. I've seen betrayal, crimes, broken promises, much more than you guys. I didnt regret that. That makes me realize no matter how it is, you're alone in this world, therefore you should not trust anyone. Trust God instead. Its a wise advice from me, right?

I LOVE TO EAT. Well, who doesnt? Though eating too much makes me look like a pig. No I'm not kidding. People eat to live, I live to eat.

And I love to read. My books are my treasure. I surely take care of them like they are gold or jewelries or something other girls would treasure. You know, everyone has their own treasure and for me thats my book. There is something magical about reading, you got to feel it on your own. For me its like an escape. While I'm reading a book, I feel like I'm experiencing another life and run away for awhile from the reality. Thats pretty cool because I always feel that I want to run away.

I think myself deserve an award for being the most careless person on earth. I dont really know its just my friends are too busy minding others's business or its just me being too careless. Everyday they would be like, "Did you see her? Did you see the clothes she wears for today?" and I'd be like, "Nope. I didnt. And I dont care."

I'm very stubborn, sometimes selfish. I admit that, I even know thats coming from both of my parents so dont question about that again.

People think that I'm kind of rude--no, I mean they see me as a rude person. I dont even know why. Maybe because I curse too much? Yeah, I curse a lot. But I often spat words and I thought those were normal words to say in front of the others but then I found they were staring at me like I was a criminal or something. What I did is I was actually being honest. Hey, is being honest a crime?

I'm a quite person. People say so yet I am actually not. I have a very crowded party in my head like every single time, but you guys are not invited.

My Mom once told me, I am talented to be crazy. I dont know whether she meant in or not, but she looked serious at that time. After some moments, I realized that I am already crazy. Life is funny, sometimes.

So those were few things about me. Are you now scared? If not, then the rest of me you gotta figure it out by yourself.

Cheers,
xoxo (: